Betrayal, Heartache and Anguish. The things that have just been on my mind. I feel betrayed by friends, which brings me heartache. And anguish well it means being distressed or in other words a big word for upset. I am normally a happy person however with all the betrayal and heartache anguish describes my feelings towards Lugoff Elgin High and its inhabitants. I usually dont have drama but lately with the things that people have been throwing at me I've been gettin a few bits of it. RIDICULOUS!!!!! Oh well you know life goes on and I'll be leaving soon. This is definitely a much different attitude from the last blog but things have changed since then. I feel as though I should just not rely on anyone but God because he will never betray me or give me heartache. He will actually make it all better. Well let us see...what else have I been contemplating on.....hmmm
Well I seem to get injured every practice and it is getting quite depressing. I really am afraid that I'm going to get hurt so bad I'll be out for the season...DEF not letting that happen. Another random thing that is on this mind of mine is that my big bro is coming home tomorrow :) YAY! I can't wait to spend some time with him. I have also been thinking about how music is AWESOME. I knew it was pretty extraordinary before but lately it's been pretty awesome. Oh yeah and just like two point 5 seconds ago my boyfriend called..HAPPY HALF A YEAR baby :) i love you! He pretty much just made my night. I love that fool :) <3 I would also like to throw a "SHOUT OUT" to my track girls. I am beyond proud of you. I love you all and can not wait to make a bond with all of you. :) hmmm Idk what it is about Wesley aka my amazing boyfriend but just hearing his voice turned my sad mood to a happy mood. Golly what a great bf :) haha
So today at track I pulled my hamstring. Not a good feeling I might add and I went to the trainer and well Chanon Dowey I owe you everything you're amazing LOVE YOU BOOBOO! haha
Gosh I'm quite happy this ended on a happy note....btw I am NOT bipolor just have an amazing boyfriend :) <3 Hope you all have a blessed day well night haha
GOODNIGHT <333
In Christ
Kelli (:
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