Love.

You know when you crush on a boy, well girls at least. Well I hate it. I hate crushing on someone you know that you can be with but there will be complications. I feel that right now I need or want to be with this person more than I should. I'm not focusing on the right thing. And listening to some of the things that I heard at church like it just made me think. Like you have to think before you date the person...can this person be my potential husband? And lately I have been thinking that with this one person and well by golly this guy can be my husband. I know that is weird to say when I'm only a junior in high school, but I mean he doesn't have the same type of personality that these other people do. He keeps me strong in my faith, he talks to me about things he needs to pray about, we pray together and he listens and gives me help. I feel like God put him in my life for a reason but at the same time I feel God saying that I need to wait and figure my heart out before I try to make our hearts one. I would really appreciate any feedback. Any verses you have on your heart that would encourage me, or any advice. Thanks again for stopping by and reading this random blog :)

Kelli