This is for the people that have just been on my heart lately. It's just a sporadic thought being put into writing. Each paragraph is a person that has just been on my mind lately. It may be stupid but it's just one of those stress reliving things I do.
I think that the night we talked for hours I knew that you were the one. I think that God put you in my life for a reason. I think if you were not a part of my life I probably wouldn't be the person I am. I am glad that you like me for me. I like that you don't care what I'm wearing, or what I look like. You didn't judge me, you got to know me before you jumped to any conclusions. You didn't listen to the rumors or what others had to say. You have changed my view on so many things. You make me laugh, smile and just make me happy. You are one of my closest friends. I love you.
You "proposed" to me in the middle of our free time, in front of a crowd of people. You got down on your knee and smiling you said Kelli Carter, girl I met three days ago, marry me. And thinking it as a joke I looked into your eyes and said yes dear I will definitely be your wifey. We wrote notes to each other for the rest of that amazing week together in Tennessee. Then we went our separate ways. We kept in touch, we talked almost ever day after that week. Then you broke the news to me that you were going into the air force. It broke my heart to know that you put yourself in that position of danger. I haven't talked to you for a couple of months now, I know you are serving our country but I wish we could go back to that week and just be jokingly married again. I miss you and love you.
You are my best friend. You are the one person in the whole world that knows everything about me. You may live in a different state but I dont care. You are the only one that knows what to say to every and any problem I have. You and I have been friends for two years now. You know me foward and backwards. I miss you terribly.
I miss all of you terribly and can't wait to see you again. I love you!
Hey Kelli!
ReplyDeleteI have read your blogs and have seen you drift from your resolution just two weeks ago. I found it interesting that when you talked about guys, crushing and stuff you didn't end your blog "In Christ."
Just a thought-maybe that is your answer but you don't want to see it. When your focus is on guys, relationships and crushing than you can't be focused on God. Just a thought. I love you and am very proud of the desires you have to grow in Christ.
Mom