The first cut is the DEEPEST!

I hate having those fights. With those people that you care about unconditionally and you don't know whether everything will work out or just fall to pieces. I hate being the one that feels like all the weight is on you. The one the feels the most pain. The one who got the first cut, the deepest cut. Having the most pain put on your chest to where you feel as though you can't breathe. My best friend can't forgive me. The one person I trust with my whole life is probably gone. Forgiveness is hard to give I know that but I didn't think it was hard to forgive someone you say you love. This has shown me to FROG. Fully Rely On God. Because without him we can do nothing.