Well this week has had a lot of emotions. I feel like I'm falling back into the old life. Not the bad parts though. I know that having you back in my life is going to change a lot of things. You were there for so long. We hurt each other and we made up. We were friends then we hated each other. We are so hot and cold with each other. And I think that is why I care about you so much and can't not have you in my life. You are the one that I know will be there. So many things run through my mind when you come to my mind. I think about how I gave you so much and how you gave me so much. You had/have all my trust. I know I lost yours at one point but I'm working to get that back. I think about how close we used to be and how we are getting close to being there again. I think about the bad but then I think about how we made up and how everything is ok now. I think about everything we have ever gone through and you and I are not the same at all. We have come such a long way in our 6 years of whatever we are. :) Then I think about you. I think about how much I care about you. How I would do anything for you. How I can't wait to see where our paths lead us. I hope we end up in each others life somehow. And I just know in my heart that, that's love.
Now to what is on my mind...I am sick today. It kinda sucks a lot however Brandon Kersey is the bestest person in the whole world for looking out for me and bringing me Gatorade. I sure love that boy. I came home after taking my awful Precal quiz. I could barley make it to my car. :/ Andddd I got a call from Thomas to make sure I was ok. I love him as well :) haha And then he reminded me of our parent meeting tonight :/ I don't wanna go to it. And then tomorrow is Friday :) Can't wait to hang with my long lost friends. I think tomorrow I'm gonna go downtown and hang with some USC buds and then Saturday I'm going prom dress looking then I will be watching my two favorite kids Amelia and Heath Erwin. I have been lounging around all day. I should probably do something. I guess I'm going to go pick up my room before my mom gets home then Ill go from there.
Have a blessed day.
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