Well today at practice I was gonna run with the distance runners but I just thought well since I'm a polecvaulter I might as well do some sprint work so I can show Coach Hawkey I'm actually trying. So I went and did sprint work with my friends..def harder than it looks. I won every race however I paid the price of pain. My hamstring is hurting so bad. I am just laying here and I'm tight and hurting. I wish it'd just get better so I can get back into it. It's like any thing I try hard at it hurts and I just want to run and win. Thomas today was talking to me when we walked to our cars and well I feel like I can do a lot more if I don't focus on the pain but focus on not pushing to hard. He is worried I'm gonna get out for the season and I really dont want that. So I'm just gonna listen to him and see what happens.
I am doing alright in school, I'm more worried now about math. I just can't get what comes out of Mr. Corey's mouth. It is just too much bs mixed in with his math talk. However I am doing very well in Zoology. I really like that class.
Well I'm sitting here listening to Mike Posner's song Please Don't Go. I kinda wanna cry listening to this. With everything that has been on my mind and all that has happened today and yesterday and just this week. I feel like I have SO much on my plate and I can't make everyone happy. Today I realized how bad I need my friends..and the majority of the friends I want there for me..arent there. I just wish that I could go back to the way things used to be before they got complicated. I really wish that God didn't place the trials in front of me because it sure is breaking me down. All I can do is pray.
I guess we will see what is in store for the rest of the night and tomorrow.
Night all.
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