I think I might love you.

This is for the people that have just been on my heart lately. It's just a sporadic thought being put into writing. Each paragraph is a person that has just been on my mind lately. It may be stupid but it's just one of those stress reliving things I do.
I think that the night we talked for hours I knew that you were the one. I think that God put you in my life for a reason. I think if you were not a part of my life I probably wouldn't be the person I am. I am glad that you like me for me. I like that you don't care what I'm wearing, or what I look like. You didn't judge me, you got to know me before you jumped to any conclusions. You didn't listen to the rumors or what others had to say. You have changed my view on so many things. You make me laugh, smile and just make me happy. You are one of my closest friends. I love you.
You "proposed" to me in the middle of our free time, in front of a crowd of people. You got down on your knee and smiling you said Kelli Carter, girl I met three days ago, marry me. And thinking it as a joke I looked into your eyes and said yes dear I will definitely be your wifey. We wrote notes to each other for the rest of that amazing week together in Tennessee. Then we went our separate ways. We kept in touch, we talked almost ever day after that week. Then you broke the news to me that you were going into the air force. It broke my heart to know that you put yourself in that position of danger. I haven't talked to you for a couple of months now, I know you are serving our country but I wish we could go back to that week and just be jokingly married again. I miss you and love you.
You are my best friend. You are the one person in the whole world that knows everything about me. You may live in a different state but I dont care. You are the only one that knows what to say to every and any problem I have. You and I have been friends for two years now. You know me foward and backwards. I miss you terribly.
I miss all of you terribly and can't wait to see you again. I love you!

Love.

You know when you crush on a boy, well girls at least. Well I hate it. I hate crushing on someone you know that you can be with but there will be complications. I feel that right now I need or want to be with this person more than I should. I'm not focusing on the right thing. And listening to some of the things that I heard at church like it just made me think. Like you have to think before you date the person...can this person be my potential husband? And lately I have been thinking that with this one person and well by golly this guy can be my husband. I know that is weird to say when I'm only a junior in high school, but I mean he doesn't have the same type of personality that these other people do. He keeps me strong in my faith, he talks to me about things he needs to pray about, we pray together and he listens and gives me help. I feel like God put him in my life for a reason but at the same time I feel God saying that I need to wait and figure my heart out before I try to make our hearts one. I would really appreciate any feedback. Any verses you have on your heart that would encourage me, or any advice. Thanks again for stopping by and reading this random blog :)

Kelli

What an amazing God we serve.

Deny yourself and take up your cross.
The one sentence that was repeated all throughout this weekend. This has impacted me in a new and different way. My little new week resolution is coming but I'm struggling, like any person would. But this weekend at DNow with my church just broke me. I didnt know how to answer some questions or how to react to some statements. God showed himself to me in a different way, a way that spoke to my heart. I am truly in love with him and I can not wait to see the things and people he will put into my life. I feel a new confidence as well as less fear. No doubt and just all his mercy. I am so glad that I have the church family that I do. I'm glad I have the leaders, the students and the friends, and the wonderful God that saved me. If you have any scripture that you think would help me even more let me know. :]
Have a blessed day.

In Christ.
Kelli

One of those days,

Hello "followers", friends, family, and anyone who is just reading this.
You know when you just have one of those days that you feel that you should express how you feel. Well today is that day, for me at least. I am trying to get a better relationship with my friends, family, and most of all God. I feel that I have just been like zoned out to the world and that I have just let things pass me by. I have amazing people in my life that I take for granted. I have an amazing Savior who died for me and I should get down everyday and just praise him for it. And you know what? I don't. I feel that I could be a different person, a better more loving person. That is my "new week resolution". Yes I said it new week resolution, it is something I'm going to start every week point out something I need to change in my life and change it and keep it that way. This week it is to glorify God with EVERYTHING that I say or do. And this is a challenge to not only me but to any of you. If you see me doing anything that you think is making me slide let me know. It will be much appreciated. These will be the things I'm going to work on to be the person God and the people in my life know I can be. I am going to try and just be a loving person to everyone, keep my patience and temper in check, and just keep a positive attitude about things. God put me on this earth to glorify and show the world his amazing glory. And I am not doing him any justification. So for the rest of today and the rest of these next couple of days I'm going to work on these things. I hope that if you ever feel the need to let me in on any new scripture you are reading or anything new that is going on that you would like to share with me you will be willing to. I am open to talk about anything :]

In Christ.
Kelli

New stuff

Well I am just sitting in first block thinking to myself what in the heck am I doing here. I feel a little better and more confident then I did yesterday. I just wish that it was Friday instead of Wed. it is suppose to rain today and its our first track meet. What a bummer. I wish that it wouldn't rain so that I can jump. I am sitting in class working on this website for my photography and well its a work in progress but its much harder than I thought. I am starving and getting writers block so I think I'll head back to working on this web page and will have it up for you all soon. Keep me in your prayers and always put God first.

In Christ.
Kelli McKee