Some days don't you want to just DANCE :)

So these past few weeks have been some life changing ones. I have lost friends, and gained some. I met people that I think will change my life and I have fixed relationships that have changed my view on things. I have listened to more music that makes me just think about so many of the old times, I have seen God's work in the world and just smiled. The sun in the morning, the rain in the afternoon. The random mist of water while the sun is out. God is so good. He has put these people in my life for a reason and take some out for another. I dont know what will happen next but I'm sure whatever it is he will put me in the right place. I have just been contemplating if my plans for the future are really what i want to do. I have been thinking about the people that I need in my life. And I've realized some things that I need to change. Some of the things that have been happening lately I want to go back on and change or make it the way I think it should have been. But God did it the way he wanted. I have made mistakes and gone down a bumpy road and a path of the world but I feel that if i give it all up it will work out. Keep me in your prayers and keep the music playing and remember to always dance it out :)

Kelli :) <3

The first cut is the DEEPEST!

I hate having those fights. With those people that you care about unconditionally and you don't know whether everything will work out or just fall to pieces. I hate being the one that feels like all the weight is on you. The one the feels the most pain. The one who got the first cut, the deepest cut. Having the most pain put on your chest to where you feel as though you can't breathe. My best friend can't forgive me. The one person I trust with my whole life is probably gone. Forgiveness is hard to give I know that but I didn't think it was hard to forgive someone you say you love. This has shown me to FROG. Fully Rely On God. Because without him we can do nothing.