Back on track

So lately I haven't written anything so I'll just update you on EVERYTHING. So I am officially a graduate of Lugoff-Elgin High School :) YAY. I am single but def. looking into someone at the moment..not getting my hopes too high but it looks quite promising. I am doing great in everything right now. I am so happy I couldn't ask for anything else. My friends are amazing my family is great and just everything is awesome. I am still playing church ball right now and I just recently got a job as a nanny with Amy Brown and that will be Mondays-Fridays 730-730..yeahh long days but good money. I recently got a Macbook Pro pretty flipping excited about that. And I am getting ready to head to Charleston for school and well I am STOKED! I am really digging this boy that I am possibly something with. I don't exactly know what you would call what we are but all I know is that I am pretty into him and he is honest with me and just adorable. Lauren is meeting him this weekend and she will be the judge of whether or not I should pursue or stop while I'm ahead. I love her she is the best friend anyone could ask for. We have been through alot but idk where I would be today without her. I dont really know what else to write about..well i guess thats it for now. I'll be sure to add more soon :)

It's my party dance if I want to.

So everything is working out pretty great. I think Wesley and I are trying to work things out. So right now i'm considered "COMPLICATED". I hung out with him Saturday and realized how much i missed him and how much i care about him and how i really just wanna be happy thats all that matters...right? I believe so. I really just want to be happy and just have things go my way. I don't mind living life with or without a boyfriend..it just happens that this guy makes me really happy..we aren't dating we are just together nonexclusive. I really wish that I could just move and be happy. I really wanna be out on my own and just be like mom and dad i'm my own person! haha but i can't do that either.i'm in a little pickle right now..but its ok because in the end Devyn Gainey and I are getting married so who cares :)

Well i'm off to take stupid notes for something i wont study for...again.

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