Starting fresh

So my life is pretty awesome..i cut facebook out of the picture and now i'm happy as a clam with my man and pretty ecstatic about school coming up. I still am a little upset about the Gdaddy situation but I know he is in a better place and things are all good. So i'm pretty stoked about starting a new and a fresh. so yeahh

ill write more when i'm inspired

Gdaddy

I love you and you are the only Gdaddy I will ever have. I miss you daily and every second is harder. I hate not having you here. We need you. miss you alot gdaddy. you were a great man. i'll see you soon.

WHAT?!

Oh my lord I hate when people are so wishy washy with me. I know that I talk alot and I know that I may be too honest and too blunt but if you care about me like you say than wouldnt it not bother you that bad good golly mr man why in the world are you being so UHHHHHH! idk what i'm suppose to do or how i'm suppose to react/act to this..i feel like the way i act is rude but its just bc i'm shutting down. uhhh its killin me...well i just needed to get it out i guess..boooooooo this nonsense.

Who says?

RIght now I'm procrastinating..i really should be cleaning up my room but i'm writing on my blog and just chilling..i'm about to clean though i just wanna get stuff on my mind a bit..well i am pretty happy right now i'm going to see my lovely man today and hang with the fam for Papa's birthday. then i have work tomorrow...butttttt i am going to see harry potter with him on thursday night and i was thinking about it yesterday we have been "together" for about two months now..i really like it. i dont care that we arent like bf gf or whatever bc people know we are like together or whatever..i mean i'm with him all the time for crying out loud. i mean yes at times it bothers me bc i feel like we need to jump to that next step but then another part of me is like why? idk being torn in two directions but at the end of the day i get a goodnight babe and a kiss goodbye..and i'm happy. i know he cares about me and i know its gonna work out just fine.

oh and on a random note. i hate pimples! i have been breaking out bad and i have tried everything i've been washing my face with all kinds of face wash..idk what to do. i guess i'll just keep washing it..and i think it might be because i'm so nervous about school coming up so soon! ahhhh

well i guess i'm gonna go clean considering i need clothes for tonight haha...well byeeee

I love you like a love song baby

pretty much the happiest i've ever been...yeah dang straight..friend lauren...she is pretty pissed at me but hey i tried to talk to her and hang again she shut ME down and then said it was my fault bc of some boy...well i can't please everyone and considering the past her and i have...yeah i'm not too worried about it whatever with that though you know..i'm still happy as a clam..well yay peace :)

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