I feel like a child. I however am not a child. I am almost 18 legal adult age. I can make my decisions for myself, I can protect myself and my heart. I would like to do things that I believe to be fun. I would like to hang with my friends and not be considered a "floater" or a "hoe bag" I mean they are just my friends. Going to the gym isn't considered a date and it's not considered dating or liking someone. It is considered going to the gym working out your body and coming home..ALONE. Why must you all make things so complicated for me. It seems my only safe haven is music and I can't even listen to that anymore without you coming in telling me to either turn it down or get off the computer because you have things to do. Why must I be treated like a child. I'm always in the wrong, always guilty and it will forever be my fault. Want to know why readers...because I am the only girl in this family ANDDDD I just happen to be the middle child. Ridiculous. This is a fiasco beyond my wildest dreams. I just want to go to the gym. I get a thousand questions and accusations thrown my way. What a world. I do honor you and your decisions and I say yes mam or sir and go on with my life..with a little disappointment and groveling. Why do you have to be so strict. Why can't it just be ok we trust you and that is that. NOOOO it could never be that easy. OH my golly G I wish we could just rush to abuot 630 and I could get ready to go see my friends in Miss LE. but knowing this predicament I am stuck in, the day will crawl along with me sitting sulking wishing I had something to do. Oh how I despise being the middle child and only daughter in this house.
Well I am getting the beckon call to get off and go do something with my life..so since I can't go to the gym I will just to P90X HA LU-POL!
BOOYA mother and fatherrrrr!!
well i'm going to work out by myself since i am not aloud to go to the gym
that was my whining for the day.
tooda loo
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